Why GOD won't stop the terror!

Part of my journey into dowsing was coming across a guy who used dowsing to change the energy of a situation, thus the outcome. When I first learnt to dowse, I did this all the time. It never worked, or at least not that I was aware of. I lived in hope though that one day I'd notice a change .....

This morning I saw a post from another saying this guy done some dowsing for someone in hospital on deaths door and they came in the next day and the person was beeming and laughing, his dowsing seemed to have worked. It helped me remember how I first discovered dowsing and I thought 'I should go back to that, back to the days before I spoke to my guides and just done energy changes' and I asked dowser if I should 'NO'. Hmmmmmm, am I able to? 'YES'. Am I capable? 'NO'.

This got me really annoyed so I questioned more. 'Does this person have a gift?' 'YES'. Do you think it's good he's helping people with this gift? 'YES'. Then why won't you give me this gift? 'HE IS RARE' But surely, if he's helping heal people and change energy to prevent serial killers etc, you'd want everyone to have this gift and change outcomes before the bad stuff happened? Why can't I have this gift? 'YOUR SOUL MISTY'. Well why can't you give it to others? Maybe if he could fix me, my soul wouldn't me misty and I would be able to heal others in the same way? 'NO'. 'YOUR JOB JUSTICE'. Why can't I be healed and help with justice, why can't I have both? 'TROVE IN JUSTICE, JOY IN TROVE' ....... FFS, this is a typical conversation/argument I have with my guides. There were more sentences than that but usually I spend my time trying to work out why God doesn't just put an end to all forms of terror and favours some more than others. To me God seems bloody unfair in his methods and I find it frustrating trying to get to grips with spirits cryptic messages and inability to just make bad good without too much fuss.

We went round the houses a bit and eventually, after all my whinging, whining and telling them I think they must be evil and the devil (😂), I came up with something like this. As always, I'll try and remember and interpret it as close as I can.

Why won't you let me teach others how change energy? 'YOUR JOB JUSTICE'.

How come he gets to do it and not others' 'HE IS RARE'

Do you agree with him doing it? 'NO'

But he's making things better 'YES'

So, don't you want things to be better? 'YES'

So why can't you give everyone that power? 'US MOSTLY OLTER TIME' 🤯

WTF, what does that mean? What's olter? Is that a word? 'YES'

I then went through a list of thing Olter might mean. Is it a name? NO, a place? NO, a thing, YES.

Is it metal, NO, material/fabric? NO, wood? NO, rock? YES.

Wow, we were getting somewhere. They've been spelling out to me for a few days now and I was co convinced my wrist wasn't working. 'OLTER NITTY GRITTY JEWS MOVE UNIVERSE' very cryptic.....

So are you saying that Jews come to earth in rock and its called OLTER? YES

Good or bad Jews? No answer.

Judaism Jews or Zionists? No answer

Tell me, were they the original Jews or the ones that went rogue? ORIGINAL

So the good ones? No answer.

I was getting somewhat frustrated, I just didn't know why God let the illuminati run riot on the planet and people had to suffer.

Why can't you change this? The answers were still vague, I still don't know how much power my guides do or don't have, I'm not sure what's in their hands and what's not. So I decided to reframe the question.

If I could heal myself using these techniques, what is the implication? How would this effect me? 'REPEAT CYCLE'

Are you saying I'd get reincarnated? Wishy washy yes.

Are you saying I'd get something like or similar to reincarnation? YES 'ROTTEN US JOB TO MOVE YOU TO TIME FOR LESSON'.

So are you saying that he is cheating the system? YES

Do you agree with cheating the system? NO

'US JOB TO TRIM LIFE'

Are you saying its your job to get us to trim our lives in many ways? YES

There is more to this, bearing in mind I've had many a heated conversation with my guides and God on the unfairness of life. I've been doing intense learning with them for over three years now, asking all manner of questions every days and here's some things I'd like to share with you without all the details of the conversations. This is in no particular order.

The earth is flat and hollow. Beyond the ice walls there are many lands and other worlds. When we meet our maker GOD we are shown what we did good and what we need to improve and are reincarnated onto another world or time to learn lessons we'd previously missed. The universe looks like a flower from a birds eye perspective. There are 12 world on the parimeter of earth and 12 worlds on those parmimeters which are 12 deep. That's 144 worlds plus earth which is the central world. That's 145 worlds in total which give the numerical value of 10 when added up. 1 is the beginning and 0 is the reset or start again.

If we follow the TORAH (which is what my guides want me to follow), we no longer have to be reincarnated. I don't know much about TORAH living but what I have managed to derive is that the TORAH's teachings are those of the original Jews. That is to live simply and to overcome sin.

Sin is what we are all born with and are as follows.

GREED, SLOTH, GLUTTONY, PRIDE, LUST, ENVY and WRATH

'GOD GET YOU JOY VIA ILLUMINATI' was something they spelt out to me. When I broke this down and through other teachings, I think this means that earth has given us too much of everything and is controlled by the illuminati.

It's not so much that we won't die if we don't have enough or have too much, it's that we don't live in balance or ebb and flow. We are killing ourselves from excess or poverty and the illuminati demonstrates this. They are the apitimy of sin. They own and control everything with God's grace or permission. They are fallen angels who have come to earth via rocks (like meteorites) through portals to embed memory of our original source which is star dust. When we have conconquered our sins, we go back to our origins which is the stars or be starbeings.

I asked what would have happened to me if I didn't discover dowsing 'LOVE LIVING MORE'

GREAT 👍 so I delved deeper for I couldn't comprehend why they want me to write an education program to help people learn how to dowse to help them out in life if dowsing leads to a less happier life. So I asked again 'what would have happened if I didn't get to talk to you?'

'LOTS OF OVER THE TOP INVITES TO JEWS FUN'...... AHHH HAAAA. Now I think I understand. (And lead us not, into temptation, but deliver us from evil).

See, my life before dowsing was (and still is to some degree, I'm learning......) one of excess without self control or the ability to say no to myself. I asked once if they thought I had an entitled mentally 'YES' and I can see their point.

Life for most of us, certainly in the 'West' is one where we don't really appreciate what we have as a gift. Whilst we are kept mostly poor, we live in relatively comfortable positions.

My guides wanted me to be vegan and whilst I haven't quite conquered this, I am now starting to understand how being a meat eater is wrong. Especially when we have no appreciation for the sacrifice the animal has had to endure for our pleasure. And mostly, meat eating is for pleasure only.

I'm a bit more frugal and non wasteful than most but still, I never really thought about chucking in the bin left over meat that wasn't up to par. I have witnessed many a time people who have ordered excess food, particularly meat and its ended up in the bin untouched.

Now I'm not suggesting that that's not the best place for it, it's damaging to our health. But the mere practice of slaughtering an animal for food and it not even being used for food is horrendous. The animal has been slaughtered for nothing, without so much of a thanks. The practice is mindless, not mindful.

In one of my earlier blogs they told me to write at the bottom as a finishing sentence 'IMPORTANT, BLESS FOOD'. I didn't really know how to bless food or really what it meant. I had a vision of a religious ceremony thanking God for the food we were about to recieve like that was enough and not really doing much else with the ritual.

But when I thought about what blessing something really meant, it got me thinking about thinking about what we have and counting our blessings. As in, actually counting them. From farm to fork. Thinking about every person or animal involved in the process of having food on our table that keeps us alive. The sacrifices people have made in labour and skill to ensure we eat. Who really does that? I know I don't, no all the time. It really is a practice to be grateful. And fasting and going without has really elevated that gratefulness.

When something is a given and we get accustomed to having it without much effort on our part, it's easy to become an entitled spoilt brat. We don't even know that we are entitled spoilt brats until it's taken away and we no longer have it.

And in a way, the more excess we have, the more we will naturally stay or indulge in sin because it's just how we live and have always lived and feel entitled to have.

The fact is, the world is collapsing from our over consumption. My guides encouraged me to join Green Peace. Not because they agree with every cause they are backing but because they are fundamentally being active in attempting to bring about change to a world that it's drowning itself in too much and is ruining the planet.

The seas are at risk from over fishing. Ocean life is at risk from over consumption and is being poisoned from pollution of waste from materials we don't need. That's then ending up in the food supply and poisoning the crops and us. Rainforests that provide us with oxygen are being wiped out to grow things we don't need. Or many to feed animals that feed us and we don't even need them. We'd thrive better eating living plants that continue to grow more roots even when harvested, than dead carcasses, they can't regenerate.

Not only that but my guides have told me that the reason Draco lives on Mars is because they can't live on earth because oxygen is poisonous to them. The more we over consume, the more we wipe out nature. The more we wipe out nature the less oxygen the planet will have and the more the living will die. And once the living is dead, our planet will be a rock based, metallic planet where draco can live and only AI can survive. The Jews are being used by Draco to implement extinction so they can finally take over.

Sometimes I find it hard to keep going. Dowsing doesn't always give me much joy for it is the only method to truth and the truth hurts. Sometimes I feel like going back to ignorant bliss, especially when I see others having seemingly happy lives without the desire to reign anything in.

But I don't want to be a pawn in the illuminati's game. I don't want to fund their wars, fight their wars, ignore the evil injustices to so many children that are stolen or farmed for food or sex sin. I want to work for God, even though I sometimes feel bitter that their existence is allowed.

But without their existence we won't know what we need to do to take ourselves out of the game. I'd love to cheat at the game, but I know I'm always going to have to go back to 'Go' and I don't want to do that.

Unfortunately life, including the pleasant and unpleasant needs to be embraced. Learning how not to be placid, forgiving and kind at all times is a harsh lesson for us all. Being a warrior is difficult. Being unpopular is difficult. Being strong is difficult. Being a justice warrior is difficult. I'm not even sure I've got what it takes, I'd much rather sink under my rock and hope it goes away.

But it isn't going away and neither am I and neither are you. The only way to heaven is a march through hell and the spiky realities of uncomfortable truths. Each world will bring new truths until you finally speak to God and ask how you can do life better!