Why some people store fat eating the same calories as a skinny mini

I've been fat since my teens and I've hated every bit of it. The shame I felt at school and at home left me feeling constantly unworthy and excluded from the same joy others seem to have. I didn't want to take part in sports lessons because I was paranoid that others would laugh at my fat legs. I was hopeless at sport anyway, no one ever picked me to be on their team because I was shy and useless. This lead to me making up lies to get out of lessons and instead I'd go to the vending machine and spend my wages consoling myself on treats. Why shouldn't I spend the money I earned on myself? At 12 I earned well for my age and would buy magazines and wish I could be like celebrities; slim, fashionable and wanted.

Over the years I have tried every diet, calories counting, NLP, hypnosis, personal development seminars, psychology and Gastric Surgery. Nothing worked long term, I'd always end up back to square one. That is until I found dowsing and let spirit choose my food & drink choices and when to eat. The more I practiced my art, the more I began to understand why I put on weight so easily and why others seemed to stay slim effortlessly.

'Fat because stress' they spelled out to me one day. Stress, me? I was Miss Always Happy. I've had a fair few jobs and I'd be named 'The Smiler', I even got an award for being the happiest person on shift. I didn't think I was stressed but then I started to write my memoirs and realised how much pain I'd hidden from myself because my 'Personal Development Coaches' told me to forget about my past and be happy and that it's something people have a choice over.

Well that's not entirely true. I grew up in a violent home, constantly fearful of getting beaten. My mum died during puberty and left me with a violent father who chose other women's families over me. I constantly wanted to kill myself so I could be with my mum, I missed her so much. Dad had abandoned us and left us to fend for ourselves. But I was relieved when he left because at least I wasn't scared anymore.

Through my dowsing I have learned that Cortisol (the stress hormone) stores unnecessary energy and turns it into fat. People who do not have high cortisol do not retain fat as easily as those who do. Add this to areas that have high deprivation, high junk being sold and lack of money for extra activities and you can start to understand why unhappier people tend to be more prone to addiction.

Like many others, I enjoy social media. I like watching videos on what people eat and have seen many different sized people sharing their food activities. I had noticed that some slim people eat similar foods and amounts to those who are fatter. It got me thinking as to why some people hold fat more easily than others when it appears they have similar diets. It inspired me to write this blog.

I like to go to the comments and read others thoughts and sometimes I wish I didn't. I notice that those who hold fat get hounded for what they eat yet those who remain slim get left alone, even though they're eating similar diets.

Most of us don't know what's going on underneath the skin. We don't know that someone may remain slim because they use drugs. We don't know if slim people have other health issues inside because of their choices. None of of know the other person's hidden story. It's easy to make assumptions based on someone's physical attributes. But what I do know as a Life Long Fatty is that living in shame because of fat causes more shame and more fat.

Here's another hidden story that many of you won't think of. The food that causes us harm is based on our Galactical Origins.

I was viewing someone's weight loss journey and went to comment on my strategy when my guides 'buzzed' me. They send me a small electric shock when they want me to pay attention. I've learnt how to dowse using my finger so went to the alphabet chart on my phone and they spelled out 'NO, NOT PLEIADES'. I then went through my questioning with them and learnt that different star origins have different dietary needs. We are all a replication of a star.

For example, when I was dowsing a friend's star origin, she was Naga's, a type of reptilian. She knew that I'd changed the way I eat into a plant based diet and as she loved animals, would have liked to have done the same but said 'I know how my body reacts if I don't eat meat, I feel weak'. Reptilians are carnivores and need meat. I have done dowsing readings for others and their strategies for optimum health have been very different to mine.

Spirit knows what life path you are on and what's best for you in this one. Depending on your life path will determine what's good for you and what's not. When you leave this world you'll go to the Council of the Galactic Federation and be given a different life path to experience what you didn't experience on this one. This is called Evolving. As you become more evolved the Quantum World (Earth experience) will become more poisonous because it's a lower dimensional plane.

Highly evolved people are more prone to illness through foods that are commonly acceptable to society. They care less for material and superficial things and can get over adversity by wearing a smile.

However, the Angels can change your star system and place you onto a faster evolution process so you don't have to keep coming back. You just need to ask for their assistance through prayer 😉

If you'd like assistance follow me. When I get 1000 followers I can go 'live' and help you.

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